My dad has now been dead 8 years and half a day. Somehow, this is not a nice thing to know.

( random memory involving said death )

I need painkillers. Or alcohol. Or, quite possibly, both.

Current Mood: sad
Current Music: who cares?

For some reason I've been in a pretty melancholy mood lately. I didn't really know what's causing it-- the fact I'll never see my high school classmates again, the impending anniversary of my dad's death, or the whole having to grow up thing-- but it sucks.

I think I need some sleep. Maybe I'll feel better tomorrow.

And, to add to the sadness, a Sirius/Remus drabble.

( sometimes it's easier to be the wolf )

Current Mood: melancholy
Current Music: bright eyes- don't know when but a day's gonna come

I think I need to do something funky. Something different. I'm thinking of sending an audition tape to MTV to be on Made. That would be pretty cool. I really need to quit being so damn shy, so maybe that would help on my quest for outgoingness. And, yes, pretend that's a word, okay?

Off to be personable now.

Current Mood: determined
Current Music: the animals- the house of the rising sun

Okay, I know I haven't posted here in awhile, so here I go with the depresing post.

I'm not going to MHC this fall because I'm poor an didn't get a big enough finaid package. I figure I'll just transfer soph. year. It's still great to know all of you. Maybe we'll meet at MHC a few years from now. That's pretty much all I had to say. :)

I hope all of you have a great time this fall!

Current Mood: peaceful

I have now been a high school graduate for five days. Whoo. Go me. I did graduate with honors, which was nice, even if I didn't really work for it.

 

I was on Mugglenet today and read the PoA reviews, and holy crap. They cut the MWPP animagus arc.

 

Why?! It's important, and I need my Maruader fix!

 

*dies*

 

I need a life.

Current Mood: geeky
Current Music: alanis morisette- you oughta know

I graduate tomorrow at 7p.m., Murphy Center. Whoo!!!Er, yes. Am mucho excited. And I passed all my exams w/o even studying much. No more high school for me. College, here I come. And, on a totally unrelated note, I want ( this ) dress. I needs it.

Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: bif naked- lucky

I have a 3 page story due in English Friday and I have nothing. I have ideas but they're either way too long, annoying, or just not good. Plus I have a hella large case of writer's block.



Grr.






Maybe if I sleep on it I'll think of something.



ETA: 22 days til PoA. Hellz yeah.

Current Mood: frustrated
Current Music: moby- everloving (damn i'm predictable)

I wanna go to Reed.





*sob*

Today I used the grinder in art class and almost blinded myself in the process.... The things I do for art... Mr. Griffith was talking to me and asked if I wanted to grind for awhile and I was like, 'wtf?! You're my teacher!!'



Yes, I have a dirty mind.


Laura still has to give me my 15 dollars and I hope she remembers because I am so broke right now. I was supposed to get paid last night, only I didn't because Bill wasn't there most the night, so no money for me until Saturday.

I have a story to write for English which is due Friday but I think I'm going to write it as a script and use it for my very first short film which I'll use for my portfolio to transfer to NYU. It's a good thing I have til next April since I'm pretty damn slow.



PoA comes out in 23 days!! Wo0t!!

Current Mood: geeky
Current Music: moby- everloving

I went to prom last night. It was decent-- evryone was like 'Katy! WTF! You look great!', which was nice. Afterwards we went to a party and I had some Bacardi, which was pretty good, but I only stayed for an hour. Then I went home and went to sleep.

This weekend was fun. School tomorrow. Meh.



And because I'm bored....



( peter pan ficcage )

Current Mood: content
Current Music: Peter Pan OST- Fairy Dance (again)